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A Tribute

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Today I write with a heavy, yet Joyful heart. On October 29, 2021, my father-in-law, Jerry Schwarz was welcomed into the loving arms of Jesus. It's hard to believe that two months have already passed since that day. Finding the words to express my thoughts, emotions, and sentiments has been incredibly challenging, which is one reason it has taken this long to write the tribute I wanted to write at least six weeks ago. Jerry taught me many lessons in construction and yard / plant care. He spent countless hours over the 12 years we have lived in our home, remodeling and replacing nearly everything. Between my own father and Jerry, our entire house has been reconstructed and/or refreshed. If not for many selfless gifts, we would likely not be living in our home. That being said, it is difficult to look around without being reminded of Jerry. Every room has his fingerprints, and we are thankful for that. While that is a special reminder, it also seems to prolong the grieving proces...

All Things Work for Good

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Romans 8:28, “And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose.” (ESV) COVID snuck in and tried to wreak havoc in our home over the past few weeks. I’ll be completely raw here and say that we have experienced attacks physically, emotionally, and spiritually, that were completely surprising to us. It all began with a fever. My husband had been experiencing a low grade fever that would come and go for a few weeks prior to all of this. Finally, this fever was not subsiding, and I, too, came down with it. We were achy in our upper back / neck area, but nowhere else. It was really a strange, uncomfortable ache which caused me to sleep on a heating pad for a few days, just for a little relief. That, coupled with a fever (that I was trying desperately to avoid taking anything for), had me feeling terrible. We were anxiously optimistic that this would pass, as we had a trip planned to Disney World, which we had b...

Faith Like a Child

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School is back in session and fall is in the air again. I am grateful that our kids are back in school full time, in person! All three of them enjoy school, but the girls really, really LOVE IT! The start to our school year has been pretty smooth and I hope it has for those of you with children in school as well. I am changing course with this post, compared to my usual. I do promise to update my health status and so much more another time, but my heart is leaning another direction today. TOBY! Toby is our 10 year old son and he is in 5th grade this year. He is often times described as an outgoing, sweet, kind, thoughtful boy with an intense love for all things dinosaur! He is polite and respectful, and enjoys playing baseball and flag football. This summer, something great grew in Toby. You see, he attended FCA junior sports camp in Waseca and was challenged on the final day of camp to start with the 4 gospels in the Bible and read one chapter a day. This was a challenge that h...

You've Been Patient

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I know I dangled a carrot out last time I wrote regarding a big announcement coming soon. Well, you have been patient, and if you are not on social media today is Your Day to hear the big announcement! 😀 My dear friend Chrissy and I have launched a new business called  'between Two gardens.' Today is our first Farmer's Market, in Chaska, MN, and we will be selling our gourmet succulent arrangements. Our mission and vision behind this venture is to spread hope and increase joy in our community and world. We both have powerful stories of hope and overcoming seemingly insurmountable obstacles that we wish to share, in an effort to encourage and spread joy to those in need of it.  Let's be real - everyone could use some extra joy in their lives and we have all gone through seasons of life where hope was hidden. You can follow us on  Instagram (@betweentwogardensmn)  and  Facebook (@betweentwogardens) We will soon have our website up and running: www.betweentwoga...

May Flowers

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 Happy May - Almost June! Can we believe it is nearing the end of May and we are headed into summer? I can probably speak for many when I say that we thought this past year was never going to end, but then look. Here we are, almost halfway through 2021, and life is feeling more "normal" every day.  This past Sunday we drove to Britt, Iowa to watch and experience my first nephew's high school graduation. What a fun, emotional (I'm not crying, you're crying!), and special time we had as a family. Toby, Carina, and Makaiya enjoyed the ceremony and were especially excited to spend some brief time with their eldest cousins. We have not seen them or spent much time with them over this past year, and it felt SO SO good to go to an event, mask free, and sit near other people without fear of proximity to one another. The band played, the choir sang, and the ceremony commenced. Congratulations to the West Hancock graduating class of 2021, and an extra special congrats to ou...

One Year! Ring the Bell!

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  April 6, 2020 is a day I will not soon forget, if ever. It is the day I had a hemi-colectomy (surgery) to remove a portion on my large intestine where a small tumor resided with cancer growing inside. Some people may call it a second chance while others call it a new beginning. I call it my health-a-versary . One short year ago my (and my family's) world was turned upside down, inside out, and backward. I had a choice to make. We all had a choice to make. Either trust what we knew to be true and follow the promises of the living God, or crawl into a hole and feel sorry for ourselves. Let's be honest, there were moments when feeling sorry for myself seemed legitimate and I don't think anyone would have thought it was misplaced sorrow, but I knew that was not how my story was meant to play out.  This month I celebrate One Year Cancer Free! If I have to say the "C" word out loud, directed at myself, this is the only way I wish to say it.  Cancer Free! Hilton Head...

When Thank You Doesn't Seem Like Enough

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Her secret is simple.  On her worst days, she prays.  And on her best days, she prays. Hello! Are you ready for another update?!?!? :-) A friend of mine posted those words today and I am in complete agreement! I recently listened to a podcast and the speakers were discussing the concept of suffering well. The point of the topic was to allow God to do His work in us through our season of suffering and complete that season with a period before being quick to share our story - or share the victory. I agree with this statement, but often times find it challenging to wait on God's timing. Longsuffering: "Our longsuffering won't seem nearly as long or nearly as painful when we know God's perspective is to use every single second of our suffering for good." - Lysa Terkeurst I know this topic well - almost too well at this point, however, I do believe there is a lot to say about suffering well and allowing fellow believers and friends to support us along our journey. I am...